I have to move forward

"There's no beginning or ending, just doing." It's a simple word quoted from the movie "Peaceful Warrior". Too simple to be misunderstood, yet to difficult to be practiced.

Most of the time, I just wait in vain for a sudden "upgrade" to happen on myself rather than try my best to improve. The most common excuses are: I've already done a lot, I'm too busy to undertake another mission... The logic seems correct, but the true meaning behind them are tricky: I'm going to avoid facing the most frustrating and overwhelming tasks while not let others, even the conscious self know that I'm procrastinating.

Too much gabbles here, let me move forward.